Manifestation of a Bodybuilder:
Deviation from the obesity that plagues the
masses, I endure an almost masochistic trial to
feed a desire for an unattainable body image.
Through evolutionary development of our
unmanageable brain size, humans must succumb to
the cruelty that embodies the capacity for
consciousness. Pawns to formless and ambiguous
force coined simply as emotion, an unfavorable
state of mind capable of leaving one with desires
to retire one's own life. Cursed we are with this
notion of a consciousness, fueled by the
assumption we are meant to be happy and the
obligation to fit in with the norm, a mere comfort
in numbers. Unfortunately no gradient in happiness
emerges, instead lies a void in which our sinister
actions against our physical being concludes. An
emotionless existence so sought after is replaced
by a vulgar display of a social exchange with the
intent to find an individual in which to engross
ourselves to alleviate our own afflictions. From
this spawns the genesis of self mutilation in the
pursuit to peak one's own physique in attempt to
solicit a response from the masses validating our
own existence. In its early infancy there is a
residual euphoria in obtaining a routine which
separates one from the fleshy and feeble
population. Over time the feelings of self worth
through confirmation from cordial encounters fades
only to be replaced with animosity and a
commitment to deviate from the recognized in hopes
to become something of grandeur, something free of
consciousness., forged rather then evolved. ~nick~
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